It's Not About Me

Contrary to the title of this blog, its content is mostly about ME, how I love coffee; how I dream desperately to go round the world and see God's work of wonders; to express my thoughts on Free will and God's will (and how I strive hard to follow it).

Still at the end of the day, of all the decisions I make, of all action that I take, and the thoughts that flows inside my mind, it SHOULD BE all about Him.

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What to do when you’re unsure of what you have to do? :|

It’s been quite some time since I wrote here. I just can’t let go of the fact that I’m going to do something I’m not sure about. So here’s what happened:

1. I resigned from my previous. I believe it is God’s will that I left that company.

2. I went on vacation.

3. Find a new job

4. Got one, 1 month training first and then Probationary contract will be given.

Praise God. I passed. But then, there is something in me that hesitates to sign the contract. I’m not sure if I like the Job, or maybe out of 7 trainees, I am the only one left. That is maybe the reason, why I am hesitating. Thank God before the day I have to sign the contract, I’ve been sick for like 3 days. Though I’m not happy I’m sick, but it is a blessing in disguise that I have time to think more.

Then again, tomorrow is the signing day and I am still not sure??? It’s as if going there is a dragging thing. What SHALL I DO?? :(( Something’s telling me that if in the beginning you don’t like it, how much more on the days to come?

The only thing that keeps me wanting that job is I NEED to have a JOB. Cause Praise God, I’m getting married next year. But NO. That doesn’t end on that. I have to earn. I have to pay for venue, caterer, gown, etc.

Alright, that ends on that. I’m still hanging. I still have to decide. I just have to rant out. :[

# job

# unsure

# contract

What I had for lunch :)

Another proof of how addicted I am to coffee. Oh I forgot, this ain’t coffee, it’s hot chocolate. Good job, Mcdo. I am impressed. My 90Php is all worth it.